its mi..no doubt

SHOPPING IN HONGKONG.

2006-02-27T07:50:00.000-08:00

im here to blog again. ehh. after so many days? or weeks? LOL.
im going to hongkong this sat till nxt tuess. hee.
gonna bring extra bags for all the shopping im gonna bring back!!! hahaha. excited mann..
the clothes/bags wadever is darn cheap there la.. cant wait cant waitt. aniting u wan mi get for u juz tell mi lo. =)
going disneyland and shopping for 4 days 3 nites. LOL. wonder if 4 full days is still enough not. haha.
gonna buy bags,clothes,make ups,magazines and whatever.. gonna buy darling tees, shoes too . hee.
shall buy things for my darlinggs..gonna go hk buy hk for joyce. lol. oh. gonna get mickey for joanne. gonna get something for angeline darlink too. =)

IM EXCITEDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wtf

2006-02-18T20:58:00.000-08:00

hell lahh. =)
blogging is nth interesting ler. lol. so im bloggin lesser and lesser. sorry for the lack of updates. hee.
hmmm. things have been up and down for mi. have been meetin up with darling boy alot this week. im happy. =)
realli happy to have him with mie.
ppl say that one will treasure something only after they lost it.
its realli true. hee. i shall not say why lah. hee.
hmmm. gonna mit darlingg boy to blade tmr.
love darling boy alot. hmmm. went town/bugis with angeline on friday.
bought lots of things. now im broke. =(
saw a lace bag i like alot. if i buy ler. i whole week can eat grass liao. sob sob.

THANK YOU

2006-02-13T20:34:00.000-08:00

i wanna say a big big thank you to everyone.
everyone who remembered my birthday. all the birthday wishes on msn/sms and all. =)
THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS. =p

angeline darling
joyce darling
joanne darling
peishan darling
xiaohui darling
candice mei
liokleng
carol
rachel
tay shiying
wenzhao
fongyung
alvin nah
timothy
daryl
mitchell
derek
tongliang
kimhui
yixin
phuishan
genghui
jack
arthur
bingxian
changlin.
=)

went sentosa with darling yest. enjoyed myself. hmmm. went to rp in the morning to help darling register to poly. but cannot register lah. so nid send in email all that shit. =(
went sentosa after tt. hmmm. i must say yest was the sweetest day of my days with darlingg. realli sweet. we bought package. went to many attractions in sentosa. hee. forgot the names le lah. hmmm. realli sweet.. walked the bridge over to the other small small island. sat at the rooftop. we ran all the way from the merlion to the musical fountain. we missed the trip to merlion. darling told mi to wait downstair for awhile. he ran all around tryin to look for a cake for mie. i cried. realli touched.
but he couldnt find. so nite, we went to harbourfont to buy a lil cake. darling told mi that there were no candles. i was a lil disappointed at first. den we talk to the end there. sat down, he asked mi turn around. so i followed. den he asked mi wad was my first impression of him. told him den i turned around. there infront of mi is the cake and on it is a candle lited. mi very touched. he sang a song to mi and i made a wish before blowing the candle off.

headed home after that.
before i go up. somethings happened. dunwanna say it out.
darlingg. if u are reading this. i wanna tell u.
i love u.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA.

2006-02-12T05:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BDAY TO MYSELF.
lol. i noe. its lame lah..
met joyce, angeline, joanne , changlin n weijie yest. =)
thanks. =)
i wanna thank joyce for the kitty organiser. mwackx.
thanks angeline darlink for lunch.
ooo.. sho happy have all my darlinks with mie. ahhh.
thanks those who wished mi happy birthday n all. at least u guys remembered.im touched!!
shall slowly name em all n thank em after my bday. hee.

wanna thank joyce for cheerin mi up. =) i love uu.. hee.
gonna mit darling boy tmr to sentosa. cant waiitt. hee. IM A LUCKY GIRL!

oh yeah. I PASSED MY O LEVELS!! sho dead happy la. i noe my results aint tt good but still can make it to poly. and im glad. weet. =)

=)

2006-02-09T06:53:00.000-08:00

will be gettin my Os results tmr. hope i can pass.
wanna thank those who wished mi luck .
too many to name em out. u noe whu u guys are. i love you all loads. =)

will be meetin all my darlings this sat. cant waiitt!!
will be meetin darlingg boy on monday.
and oso will be spendin my valentines wib him. awww.. sweet sweet.hee.

love those who remember my bday. hee. =)

i love darlingg.

2006-02-06T18:43:00.000-08:00

hee. lazy to blog. bloggin aint fun animore. LOL. hmmm. i wonder why some ppl have nth better to do and to criticise others when they dun even noe the other party well. ha. these ppl are totally helpless. i pity them. =)

hmmm. my bday ish coming!! hee. happy happy. will be spendin my valentines day wib darlingg in pulau ubin? hahaha. weird place right. hee.. hmmm. i've never been sho serious in my past relationship. haha. 3 mths. i noe it aint a long time but still, our love is going strong. hee.love darling shooo much. hee.
meetin darlingg later to pasir ris and having steamboat for dinner.
gonna mit yc girl tmr after her sch.
gonna mit angeline darlingg to town shop on thurs.
gonna get my Os results on fri and meet darling to celebrate our 100 days together. hee.
and the coming weekend??
will be celebrating my bday wib joyce, candice and all my darlings on sat.
will be celebrating wib phuishan, genghui and all on sun.
and will be spendin my actual bday wib my dearest baby. hee.

=0

2006-02-03T06:30:00.000-08:00

buu.. hee.
met up with angeline n joanne darling today. hee. headed town n bugis.
shopped like mad girls. =)
got myself my stila stick concealer and loads and loads of stuffs lah. lazy to name em all out. hee.

im shoo scared of the results la. haii.. dun have much confidence this time. hmmm. nvmm. its over aniwae. =)
cant wait cant wait to mit up with yc,weijie n angeline nxt week.
oh yeah. i have my darlings with mi to celebrate my bday wib mi nxt week too. awwww. HAPPY HAPPY. hee.

i miss darlingg. =( hope everyting goes well for him and his family.
darlingg. if u are reading thiss..
i wanna tell u..
with felicia, there ish always a direction for u.
with felicia, there ish no prob tt cannot be solved.
with felicia, there will always be love for u. =)

=)

2006-01-27T21:53:00.002-08:00

im lazy to update my blog. lol. hmmm. thanks carol dear for helpin mi change my blog skin. hee.
okay. shall update.
today's sat. i'll update wad i did for the whole week bah. =)
monday : met darlingg. went cine to catch memoirs of a geisha. its a nice show. hahaa. but darlingg thinks the show is lame. awww. hahaha.
tues : stayed home help my mama with cny things.
wed : met darlingg. went east coast to cycle. hee. enjoyed my day with him nei.
thurs : met joyce darling. went bugis for shopping. didnt bought ani clothes except for a shiseido eyelash curler.
fri : met darling. went east coast to rollerblade. haha. he blade tt time sho cute. like a big penguin liddat. hee. nice to bully. =p haha. went back zhonghua in the morning too. met many of the e7 ppl. haha. i miss all of em!! esp carol n yipsy. =( hee. miss those sec sch times. LOL.
sat : today loh. =) gonna go for reunion dinner ltr at uncle's house. hee. cant wait for all the gambling sessions!! hurhur.

joyce : cheer up darling. enjoy ur cny. =) ur darling girlfriends are always here. hee. huggies.

i miss darlingg. cannot see him for sho many days. ahhh. and i wanna catch 'i not stupid too' with darling too. hee.

happy cny eve!!

=)

2006-01-27T21:53:00.001-08:00

=)

2006-01-19T16:53:00.002-08:00

shall update after so many freakin days. mayb even weeks?? hahaha. hmmm. quitted my job at cine. wendy chose to give the job to elaine. soo.. sorry rachel. =(
havn been meetin up with the bitches for a long time.. wonderin wads rachel, shiying n ww busy with. hahaa.
gonna mit joyjoy nxt week to bugis.
gonna mit angeline ltr to bugis.
haii.. life's so bored.. results are coming outt. IM SCARED.

bought my estee lauder illuminator. its realli nice to use. =)

hmmm. I WANNA GO SHOP FOR MY CNY CLOTHES.!!! =)

=)

2006-01-19T16:53:00.001-08:00

=(

2006-01-11T17:54:00.000-08:00

its thurs now. work work n more work. im BORED.
working mon,wed, fri n sunday this week. needa earn money to go shoppingg. hee. shall be working till next wed. =) and my dear rachel should be starting work nxt friday.? hee.
met up with ahjoy n candice on tues. it was bloody raining. cant understand. it has been rainin non stop for the past few days. damn. hate the rain. we walked town, intended to play pool to waste time but it was packed. headed to far east to help joyjoy find work. didnt bought anithingg. am pratically broke for the whole week. =(
hope nxt wed faster come. so i can get my pay and buy my cny clothes. weet.
havn been meetin up with my friends lately.. been workin n workin n workin. well. gonna mit up with all of em sometime next wkk when i quit my job n get my pay. =)
i wanna change a new fone. =/

darling darling.

2006-01-09T19:28:00.000-08:00

havn been updating much. been meetin up with darling for the past 5 days. he's such a sweetie. he comes down to find mi w/o fail everytime i work. hee. love him to bits. =)

broke now. realli broke. cant shop with joy n candice ltr. hee. nvm. i shall see wad i wanna buy and get them this sat bah. hee. joanne darling came down to look for mi. oh. junlin came down too. hmmm. nv seen him in quite awhile. he's still the same old him. ha. i've got loads of things i wanna buy. humph. faster get my pay!!!! hohoho.

work work work.

2006-01-05T03:41:00.000-08:00

yeahh. finally found myself another job. =) well.. its oso pushcart larhh.at cine. but its selling nail polish this time.. opp the pushcart i used to work.. hahaha.but the working hours is shorter and this job is MUCH MUCH more relaxed. LOL.
met felicia today. taught mi how to open shop n stuffs.. trimmed my eyebrows, bought a bag, and met darlingg. =)
gonna start work tmr.. wooo. very very scared. hahaha.
wish mi luck guys!

backx. =)

2006-01-02T05:07:00.000-08:00

okay. im back from my trip to genting with my family. hmmm.didnt realli enjoy it larh. kinda boringg. didnt get to countdown for the new yr in singapore. =(
its 2 mths for darling n mi.. im glad i have him with mi till now. hee. hope we last la.
havn been blogging for many days ler. hee. lazy and no time to blog too.
many things happened lah.. went out with friends, darling n stuffs..that's how i spend my holiday.
unemployed now. =( i need a job badly or else i will be eating grass for the nxt 2 mths or so? hee. will someone pity mi and intro mi a job? bleah.

yc's bday is comingg. gonna save up to buy her a present. haha. we told each other.we gonna exchange bday n christmas presents.. total =$80
haha. so thats why i needa work. =(

its 2006..wads my new yr resolution?

-love darling and keep him with mi for as long as possible.
-hope i can get into a poly with a course i like n STUDY HARD.
-find a job NOW, work, get my pay n go for intensive shopping.
-catch up with all my friends. i miss many of em. old friends i mean. =)
-be a good girl. spend more time with my family.
-less quarrels with my family n darling.
-a great 2006 for mi!! hee.

=(

2005-12-27T06:33:00.000-08:00

crying everything out now. hai. today's aint a good day. didnt get to see darling's dad. we went esplanade instead. while walkin back, it started rainin... we got drenched la. den we went home very early today. =(
went home.. everything didnt turn out good. daddy saw my bill. and started everything. haii. lazy to blog about it la.. might be meeting zy tmr..see how bah.

IM GUAI. =)

2005-12-26T05:48:00.000-08:00

hohoho. ive been a good girl today. stayed home the whole day today. hee. watched vcds from mornin till evening. daddy rent 'full house' and 'zhen ming tian nu' for mi. hmmm. 'full house' ish a damn nice korean serial lah. its a must catch. =)

tidied my room today. haha. found many things in the corners of my cupboard. LOL. took out my kitty 2006 diary to use ler. hee. cute cute cute.
hmmm.. dun realli like to see my friends so sad neii. rachel.. cheer... =) bastard guys are never worth our tears. remember that okie? and u still have the bitches with u no matter wad.

joyjoy.. quit ur job neii. dun wan see u shoo fan and so sad nei. cheer.

meetin darling tmr to see his daddy. ahhh. IM NERVOUS.!

merry xmas!

2005-12-25T07:41:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!! hee.
didnt blog for a few days. well... i shall blog about yest ( christmas eve) and today, christmas day itself. =)

yest : met joanne at town.hmmm. raining in the afternoon. kuku one. went cini for our lunch. saw my workingg mates there. =) aww. realli miss working around em. hee. hmmm. headed far east and heeren to walk. kuku. joanne and her stead got caught by HSA for underage smokingg. damn lame lah. =p met amanda/genghui n all at expo.. and nite.. met yc at bugis. LOL... its been a long long long long time since we 2 went out. realli long. we went town la.. and those ah bengs n bangalas are busy spraying those shits at innocent ppl like mi and yc. so we 2 were practically running from somerset to the haagan dazs opp scotts. hee. ate ice cream n oreo cheesecake there. NICE NICE NICE!! hee.

today: went new house wib parents today. hee. saw my room. hee. LOVE IT. =)
met darlingg at kovan. ate kfc. hee. den plan to watch movie at marina. but reach there. knn. full house.. so headed to suntec instead. watched chronicles of narnia. NICE!! its a must watch la.. hee. as great as king kong. =)
hmmm. love darling so much.. guess wad he gave mi for christmas? hee.
a hello kitty mirror. a hello kitty plush with little hankerchiefs in them. a monkey lollipop. a red earth lippie. a box, and in it, a pin, an anklet and 2 necklace. hmmm. juz love the necklace to bits. one of em is a mickey necklace and another.. a crown, with a fairy together with it.hee. love my presents to bits. everything sure cost darling a bomb. =/

hee. i love him. =)
meetin darling on tues he's gonna bring mi go see his daddy. =)

merry xmas peeps.

2005-12-22T19:56:00.000-08:00

was out with my 3 bitches yest. yeahh. so long since we went out? hahahhaa. i mean i was busy working for the past 2 wks or so. didnt realli have time to go shop too. aww.

and guess wad? we girls did our christmas shopping yest. HAHA. yeaps. christmas shopping. got ourselves loads and loads and loads of stuffs. i got darling his christmas presents ler. hope he likes all of em. =)

gonna meet jen, ezri n jolene to shop ltr. hmmm. my free days are always left for shoppingg. ahh.. gonna go broke soon. and i have sooo much to buy for myself. oh.. got myself a black adidas jacket yest. love it. bet rachel loves her red adidas jacket too right. hee. guess we're gonna go tt limited ed shop soon. hee...

tmr's eve. gonna go countdown with yc. yippie. sunday.. out wib darlingg. ahh. cant wait cant wait. hee.

i wan my prada foundation, estee lauder illuminator n my n70 for christmas!!!!! AHHH.
most prob gonna get my estee illuminator later bah. =)

=)

2005-12-21T07:31:00.000-08:00

met candice n ah joy to shop today. did my nails. ha. black n white. hee. headed town n bugis.. didnt buy anithing much today. juz a top n a bag. =/
met angeline, vivian n sabri at town today. haha. miss working with some of em last time. =]
might be meetin my bitches tmr. friday is my day with angeline n sat. countdown n sunday. christmas celebration with darlingg boy. =)

awww. i love christmas. hee. and i wan my prada foundation for christmas. =p

fuck this shit.

2005-12-20T08:14:00.000-08:00

fuck all these shit. fuck it. =)
things aint going well for mi these few days.. this alex n janice thing. well.. as u can read from my tag. this fucked up alex claims tt he and my boy are close friends. and when i asked darling if he noe who the hell alex is, darling denied. so now wad.. ? im seriously lostt.

today's my last day of work. angeline n delvin visited mi. hee. sweet.. hahaa. not gonna work for the whole of this week. guess im gonna start work after christmas bah. got loads of things to buy. haha.

aint in a good mood to blog too. meetin joy, candice, rachel n ww tmr.. meetin darlin on thurs.

haii. blogg soon. =)

=)

2005-12-19T07:45:00.000-08:00

off today. =) happy happy. met darlingg in the afternoon. watched kingkong wib him. nice show. must go watch lei. hee. very touching. cried twice. ha.
and my mother died in the end. hahaa. think onli my close friends noe why lah RIGHT? hohoho.

tmr's work again. most most prob will be the last day already. darling wanna mi quit this job. yeaps.this whole week's gonna be a busy week. haha. christmas comingg. yeah. =)

merry xmas to all peeps. hee.

fuck this shit. =)

2005-12-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

havn been bloggin for days. busy workin larhh. yeaps.
well. those fuckers failed to break mi n darling up. in fact. i must even THANK THEM for making our relationship even stronger n loving bcos of this. haha. zzz. some ppl have realli nth to do lahh.
but wadever it is. thanks peeps who stand up for mi.. u noe who u are yeah. =)
been working from 2 to 11 these few days. tired tired n tired. no time for shoppingg. sucks.
no time to meet darlingg n my friends..
met many peeps during work. =)
lazy to blog moree.. now i noe how to appreciate my friends and those peeps around mie. hee.

fuck u

2005-12-13T06:23:00.000-08:00

fuck the person who tried to break us up.
aint in a good mood when im typing this entry.
cant find a better place to vent my anger. so decided to type all the shits out.

well. to cut it short, there's this fucker. named him/herself 'alex' in friendster and added darlingg. this ass den sent darling 4 msg-es all about mi to him. obviously its something bad. well. darlingg saw it and called mi in the morning. lucky his words were reassuring. he told mi we should not quarrel over it as our unhappiness will bring that fucker joy. he's right la.
but im still pissed with this 'alex'. he/she create an account juz to msg darlingg. where are his or her balls man. wanna say and dun have the fuckin guts to reveal ur god damn identity.

not onli this. darling called mi after work to tell mi he found an ipod in his letter box. and he thot it was mi who bought it and put it in his letter box.wth.
firstly. i dun even noe his exact add.
secondly. im not tt rich.
thirdly. even if i were to buy 4 him. why the fuck would i put in the letterbox instead of givin it to him personally.? zzz
haiya. lazy to say more. wadever it is.. nothing went well the day darling came back from malaysia.
fuck all these shit.

worked today. brought vivian with mi to work. tired. got my 2 and a half day's work de pay. little.

boredom rules mi.

2005-12-11T02:50:00.000-08:00

didnt have aniting to do. so decided to blog. haha.

friday: met darling at compass. ate. bought milk and came to my house slack awhile. den after tt headed to ww's house. ahha. left around 6 plus cos darling's leaving singapore to malaysia to attend his auntie's wedding. good lo. got sharks fin eat. hha. jealous. gonna miss him like mad. =(

sat: met jeff around 3 plus. ha. went bugis. ate and shopped. oh yeah. and i saw JOYJOY. yeah.hahaha. joyjoy.. see.. mi very kind lei. got blog about u. hahaha. nearly cant spot her. cos she's kinda short. ahhaha. die. she see this entry i die. aha. goin out with her nxt friday. yeah.

sun: met aileen n genghui in the morning. bored. went expo. nearly fell asleep larh. den went bugis with genghui. shopped. den headed home.

see.. its so boring right? hahaha. gonna work tmr. damn. lazy to wake up so early to make up and stuffs. 6am in the fuckin morning. zzz. darling's reachin singapore on tues. gonna meet him on wed. WEE. =)

BORED.

2005-12-06T21:08:00.000-08:00

lazy to blog these few days. tired tired n tired.
went to plaza sing area to work yest. hmmm.tired. met jeff there. haha. so qiao lar.

met darling after work. watched chicken little. its a darn cute movie. go catch it please. =)

thinkin if i should quit my job now not.. jessica fired siti today.. fuck.. but tmr im bring vivian with mi to work.. hope jess will allow vivian to work with mi sia. took off today. damn bored. waiting for wanwin n rachel to wake up to go shopping with mi. ahhhhhhhhhhhh...

i wan n70. i wan n70. i wan n70. =)

work work work and MORE work.

2005-12-05T04:27:00.000-08:00

work work work and more work. bored. no life sia. everyday early morning wake up, go work.. tired. slpp. wth. no life. =(

hmmm. met huikeng in the morning..brought her to office wib mi to work. hee. she not bad lookin la. dun realli look like how she look like in friendster. haha.
we SLACKED like siao. realli like siao. sat at boat quay the steps almost half of the day. hee.

saw adrain pang n belinda filming at raffles. cutex. hee.
talked with keng keng for whole day. sold damn lil nor. heex.

i miss darlingg boy. he's going to malaysia this weekend. fark. gonna miss him like shitt. =(

gonna quit mi this job soon bah. damn tired and bored sia. haiii.

deads

2005-12-04T01:55:00.000-08:00

didnt blog for days ler?? haha. cos i didnt have time to. hmmm. as usual. work and stuff. took off last friday. went out wib rachel, wanwin n darling. yeaps. i love them. my bitches. yeaps. =)
met darling after work yest too. watched saw with him. damn disgusting lah can. yucks. haha.
i wanna watch chicken little too!! hee. bitches!! when u wanna watch sia. hee.

tmr getting my pay ler. gonna go SHOPPING with the girls. hhaa.-wink wink-
christmas coming oso. gonna get pressie for peeps like kacia n jessica ler. =)

happy one month

2005-12-01T06:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH. =0

went to work as usual. sold 170 bucks today. =) improved la. hahaha.went town again. met many peeps again. tired. taking leave tmr. might be meeting darlinggg.

1/12/05

2005-11-30T06:07:00.000-08:00

weet. dunno why. had a great day working today. promoting at town again today. yeaps..
a new girl joined us. hmmm. she's siti. a very very friendly/hardworking/crappy malay. yeah. she 's a great friend to noe lah. so we worked together nor.
met loads loads loads of ppl again today, charmaine, shuying, weijie kor, chuankai, sabri and lots norr. met those peeps i met yest while workin at town too. haha.
met ww, rachel n sh at far east. shopped shopped.got myself 3 pairs of earrings, tops and skirts. hee.
tmr will be darlingg and my one mth anni!! but not gonna meet him tmr. haiss. meetin him onli friday after work. hai.

2nd day.

2005-11-29T06:26:00.000-08:00

tired day. sold onli $130 which is onli 13 sets. sighh. jessica can sell shooo much more cans.went town to promote today. hmmm. met many many many ppl. hahaa. talked to many many many ppl too. hmmm. met this 4 jap guys. totally jap. yeahh. when i approached them. totally communication breakdown loh. i was speakin in english n they were speakin in jap. i was like huh? huh? huh? all the way. ahhaa. wadever it was. they still bought. haha. took pics wib them too. LOL. farnie la. met peifang n her god bro. met tt time yongjie bring mi go bbq tt boy. hhaa. he oso workin around there. so chatted. den got to noe this 3 malay peeps. yeah. fun. oso got to know these 3 girls finding new faces for a kuku modelling agency. hahaa.

after work, met ww, rachel n audrey in town. shopped around. bought a pair of pumps and hair dye. not much shopping today.went home kinda early.

this thurs will be our 1 month. ooo. love darlingg joven sho much. humph. haii. but he dun seem to trust mi la. i noe he found out something about mi or wad la. but he die die oso dun wan say. hell loh. zzz. meetin him friday after work n on sat, watchin chicken little. AH. happy.

muh new job.

2005-11-28T02:56:00.000-08:00

juz came back from work. hmmm. not gonna get pay for today. so.. tmr will be my official first workin day. LOL. this job ahh. not bad la. go around singapore to promote perfume. hmmm. well. i did more shopping den i promote la. went harbourfront today. with jessica. haha. got to know her today la. she 26 yrs old.. still act like 16. ahha. but she's a great girl lah. =)
kinda paiseh at first la. have to go the same place and persuade diff ppl to buy the bloody perfume. hmmm. rachel.. this perfume hor. is buy 1 get 2 free lei. 3 for $10. WAHAHAHAHAHA.
hmmm. gettin my pay nxt tues. song song. LOL. going shoppinggggggg.. weeee =)

haii. cannot spend much time with my bitch, yc, peeps n darling once i start work. damn.

jobbie!

2005-11-27T05:13:00.000-08:00

great. finally found a job. but i bet it's gonna be very very very xing ku.. well.. its direct selling la. not sure wad im gonna do too. but tmr i'll be going to aljunied the office to try out or something. 8.30am to 6pm. AHH.

met darling today. he acc-ed mi go suntec for the interview. hmm. the boss rather friendly la. LOL. not tt bad. yeaps.. slacked at esplanade again. hee. he's damn sweet la. love him shoo muchh. planned to go rachel hs dye hair tmr. but cant now. fuck. =(

im wan my pay soon!! gonna BUY christmas pressie for pp and i gonna buy the white nike dunk for darling. =)

damn =x

2005-11-25T19:25:00.000-08:00

haiss.. i hate hate hate hate hate the feeling when i have to miss someone sooo much and i cant get to see him. wad can i do? cry? damn.
wads the point.. damn.

outs with the bitches yest.. great day.
class bbq today.
tmr= suck.

joven joven and joven again.

2005-11-23T21:43:00.000-08:00

its u who made mi trust love again.
its u who made mi belief tt not all guys are jerks.
its u who gave mi hope when i feel down.
its u who gave mi the direction when i feel lost.
its u who gave mi the strength to perservere.
its u who bring joy into my life.
its u who bring my smiles back in mi.
its u who made mi feel loved.
its u who made mi feel important n wanted.
its u who made mi feel tt my life aint empty at all.
its u who gave mi the energy to stand up when i failed.

its u..its u.... its u who made mi fall soo deep in love with u.so can u please dun ruin my life by leaving mi?

juz had a hepitatis B injection. pain pain pain. but the pain is nothin compared to the pain if i were to lose JOVEN. =[

-all i wan ish u-

lucky mi.

2005-11-21T07:42:00.000-08:00

im a lucky girl.hee. have great friends around mi and a lovin n sweet bf with mi. wad more can i ask for? =]
sun: met ww in da mornin to collect mi dunk. headed town, met darlingg at somerset n we went esplanade to study. ok. he studied. not mi. hee..ate at lau pa sat for two days ler. LOL. ordered loads and loads of food. satay.stingray.kangkong.chicken wings.coconut and 4 cans of drink. ahhaha. obviously we cant finish the food.
today: had a little... ermm..not say quarrel la.. ermmm.. oso dunno how to say. juz had some misunderstandin bet mi and darling? ermm.. oso not say misunderstandin la. alamakk.dunno how to say oso. but whatever it is. we're OK now. =]

mcq paper tmr. not plannin to study. in a holiday mood now ler. haha.meetin darling after sch to town again. hhaa.

happy birthday my KING.

2005-11-19T08:13:00.000-08:00

=) celebrated darling's bday with him today.met ww in the mornin to pass her the nike dunks first.but she got her workin time wrong. so ended up havin breakfast with mi n darlin. met darling 10 at harbourfront. as usual, i was late. hee. met darling, had breakfast at mac and we headed zoo while ww went home.
ZOO IS FUN. trust mi. big, lots of animals and all. hee. saw many species of MONKEYS. yeahh.. darn cutee. mi n darling walked the whole zoo. tired n hot. left zoo around 5 and headed lau pa sat for dinner. ordered lots of food. ..ahhh.. ate till damn full la. den we walked to esplanade.yeah.. but when we reaached, gengky called to tell mi say the candles cant light cos the wind too strong. ahh.. so ended up, the surprised i planned for darling didnt work. zzz.so mi n dar went up to the roof and slacked.
hee..i love darlingg. but even though i love him, i still do things tt hurt him at times. hai..dunno how to say la. but i juz dunno how to treat someone nice. zzz. useless right??
i noe darlingg often suan mi and stuffs, but i can still feel the care n concern he havee for mi. but does he feel the same way? i dunno. =/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLINGG!!

2005-11-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

hee. had a great great great day today. met genghui at tpy in da mornin. he acc mi buy candle n went esplanade. =) yeaps. he's a damn damn damn nice guy. thx boy. heex.

met ww at esplanade after tt..headed suntec n later, town. AGAIN. lol. hee.. met sianghoon, fongyung, yipsy, carol, jiamin n yixin there. LOL.. but soon. separated from some of em.
so mi, ww, fy and sh went ups arcade play awhile n played pool. LOL. i damn lousy can. ok. we 4 damn lousy. ahahhaha.

headed far east to meet rachel after tt. haha.. SHOPPED!! got my self loads and loads of stuffs. one black tee, one pin, stila lip glaze, one ring, 2 necklace and some other stuffs. LOL. happy happy. goshh.. i love them loads mann.

we ma chiam tourists like tt lei. take pic take pic. hahaa.. yeahh.. fun day today. definitely.

tmr is darling's bday. hee. going to zoo wib him. awww.. going esplanade at nite. meetin 10 at harbourfront tmr. he said tt if im late, i shall be his maid for tt day. haha. so must rest earli, wake up at 6, reach there at 9. haha. happy happy happy. i love shopping. yeaps. =)
and i love the girls.. and fy. haha. he's sweet enough to send mi to the train station sia. LOL. didnt noe he so good one. haha.

happies happies

2005-11-17T06:02:00.000-08:00

=x hees. busy busy busy. yeaps. going out everyday from wed to sun. =)

wed: went town wib yc.. met ww few times. LOL.. great day. bought loads of stuffs. =)
love yc girl lots lotss.. hee..

thurs: met rachel in da mornin, headed town again. walk walk walk from town, headed to parkway. slacked there. got myself 2 dresses and 2 tops. lol. hmmm. went rachel house watch 'wang zi bian qing wa' till 6 plus. den went to mit ah joy n candice at j8 lers. LOL. fun fun fun. hmmm. both of em very easy to talk nah. so awhile got alot tings to say ler. haha.

going outs wib mi class de ppl tmr. =) i noe its gonna be dead fun. whole bunch of crazy ppl. ahaha..sat is king's bday! hee. happy happy. we're going to the zoo zoo zoo!

a maths paper at 2pm

2005-11-14T20:19:00.000-08:00

yeah yeah yeah!!

2005-11-13T19:26:00.000-08:00

will be headin town wib ww, yc n mayb her sis on wed. yeaps. its been 3000 yrs since we went shopping? haha.. shall go on an intense shopping spree ler.. =) lucky i got baby his bday present early. haha..

was daydreamin again.. and i found out somethingg.. i onli spend 2 bdays with my ex so far. i mean.. with all my ex...i onli celebrate their bday with 2 of em onli. the rest either break with mi before their bday or attached to mi after their bday n break before their nxt bday. haha.. get wad i mean? LOL.. well.. i remembered i didnt realli spend much effort for my 2 ex-es on their bday. haha..

now is the first time im makin such an effort to plan baby's bday. hahaa.hope everything works out well. haha.. hmmm.. baby is right. i dun realli noe how to respect ppl.hmmm.my dad says tt too. daddy says tt he have been pamperin mi since young. whatever i wan, i get it..so now when i grow up..i dunno how to care for people and stuffs..hmmm.. im tryin very hard to treat baby the best i can. alamakk..i noee..some of my friends, even my bestie says i should not waste my tears on guys. haha.. i agree on that lah. but must depend on which guy wad right. haha.to mie.. joven is important. kk..enough of this.

thanks bingxian for givin mi SO MUCH info about zoo. lol
thanks jeff for consoling mi n makin mi smile whenever u noe i cry bcos of baby.
thanks gengky n shan for helpin mi outs.

now my exams are over..needa seriously tink for baby's bday lerr.. meetin him in the morning at harbourfront.. hmmm.. hahaa.. shall blog more when i tink of it. =)

she cries.

2005-11-12T18:57:00.000-08:00

received two sms from baby this morning.cried immediately i read them. hais..he say till as if he breakin wib mi like tt. hais.

the guy i love is always the one tt made mi cry the most. if my sadness can bring him happiness. im willing to sacriface.

-was out wib baby yest..had fun. but i didnt noe my words and actions may hurt him sometimes-
im sorry. =(

=)

2005-11-11T05:19:00.000-08:00

hmmm..dunno whether to love or hate my dad. he's sometimes juz good n sometimes, juz too bad.

well..the good ting tt happened today was.. he bought bird nests for mi. so sweet. thx dad.
and the bad ting is.. haii..dun wanna say lahh.if he reads my blog..i'll get killed..

had lit pp1 n maths pp2 today..hope hope hope i can pass sia. -prays-
ended sch around 4.den mi, rachel n shiying went to interchange n slack.lol.thinkin where to go. den got this uncle.think he bus driver lai de. he approached us, and asked us if our sch wanted to keep snakes. he's willing to donate a snake to our sch.den he walk off. den after while, he came back n ask mi if i wanted the snake. i say i wan. LOL. den tmr meetin him same place at 3pm. wahahahaha..crazy sia him. u noe wad breed is the snake? spectacle snake ( translate to chinese ) .den mi ask him if the snake realli wear specs de ahh. LOL. bo liaos lahh.den keep laughin till siao. hahaa.. finally..decided to head amk slack. called carol to meet us too. wahahhaa..love the siao char bors. hahahaha.. go outs onli laugh laugh laugh. LOL.

met yc in sch today. hais...her eyes damn swollen. must be cryin alots.. see liao heart pain sia..bein her bestie, i cant help much except of consoling n reassuring her. haii.. i realli dunwan her to be away. =(

meetin baby tmr.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. god darn happy cans. =)

yc.. my girlfriend.

2005-11-10T01:58:00.001-08:00

haiss.im gonna miss my bestie. sobs. this blog entry will be all about her bahh.
hmmm.from love rivals.to normal classmates.to friends.to besties.damn..received a very very very long sms from her this afternoon. cried after readin it.. i swear this is the first time i cried so much for a friend. haii.
it aint easy meetin someone whom u can share ur probs/joys/fears/tears/anger with.
we were almost sisters. both of us were play girls. skipped remedial lessons in da past, going shoppin together after sch, made our hair together, left home n spent the whole nite slppin at cini till the mornin. everything. and guess wad.we never quarreled. tt's the amazing part of our friendship.
in her sms, she told mi how much she regretted.and how much she treasured mi as her bestie.told mi she could lose all her friends but not mi.

hai..now..she aint the cheerful, happy girl i noe..she learnt to treasure the tings around her.
promised her somethingg..n im not gonna break it. =)

yeaps.. haii.. dammit.. hate the laws in singapore.they ruin instead of helpin ppl. now my bestie lives in fear. she's lost. im lost. i cant concentrate on my papers tmr. dun have the mood to eat/slp n study.

meetin baby this sat..how i wish he could b my side now. darn.. if onli my house could afford keepin a monkey. i would definitely bring baby to stay in my house.

yc.. my girlfriend.

2005-11-10T01:58:00.000-08:00

SAD. real sad.

2005-11-09T06:35:00.000-08:00

2 major bad things happened today.. damn damn damn.. two of my close buddies.. idiott..hope both of them are all right..well.... as for mi. IM DARN WORRIED FOR MY BESTIE.sobs...she's going to court soon. pray pray that she will not go to jail. =( promised each other we will go shoppin after my o levels.work together.countdown to 2006 together this yr. sob...

got myself 4 lingerie today..one from triump.one from sorella.one from sheer romance and one from pierre cardin. got baby an ashworth wallet too..78 bucks. LOL..but...it made mi darn furious is when i open the wallet, there is a lil cut in the pockets.so siann can..now have to think whether gonna give it to baby. =( ..bought two cards for baby. shall give him on his bday bahh. haii..today bad mood/no appetite. haii...i dun wanna see baby so tired because of work.well..it hurts mi heart.told him tt but he said he didnt wanna take money from his mum since he is so old ler. but...i juz cant bear to see him half study/half work and so tired..somemore his exam comin ler.
gonna work after my Os.hmmmm..work mainly for 4 reasons.

1) laptop
2) tt new samsung phone which will be out by dec.
3) LV bag for myself
4) LV or gucci wallet for baby

haii...got a damn big pimple on my eyebrow.pain..realli damn bad mood today sia.
why so sway one. two happen in one day. wth. one my good friend.one my bestie. now waitin for the police to call mi to verify. i wish i can go to court to see her on tt day.
-prays-

meetin baby this sat.. =) love him love him love him loadss.muackx.joven n fel.

chem...damn

2005-11-07T20:30:00.000-08:00

ive come to a conclusion: i can never pass chem. NEVER. damn..spent the WHOLE NIGHT muggin for chem..and guess what..i guess i will still get a one digit. everyone says the paper damn easy. great. except for mi n carol loh..well...perhaps onli mi lahh. _I_ .but im glad i have NICE FRIENDS who never fail to cheer mi up when im down. like bringin mi to DE-STRESS. =)

o levels is scary.and it makes ppl scary too.for example, o levels make ppl like mi look scary.to be precise, it makes ppl like me study overnight muggin like a mad ass. i was not the onli one lahh.fongyung.rachel and jeff acc-ed mi almost the whole nite. baby was oso sweet enough to offer to acc mi the whole nite studyin.of cos i didnt agree.didnt wan baby to turn into a walkin zombie like mi yeah. lol.he still has an important task of going to the west to qu jing. hmmm.thats rubbish. =p

wahahhaa.meetin baby this sat..he said he's gonna acc mi to study n also have satay later on.dunno y, im craving for satays/ stingrays n bbq chicken wings these few days. lol.
cant wait till next wed sia.after wed im free.yes.i mean FREE. well even though i still have a last paper on the followin tues..

nxt wed: might be meetin yc after sch.
nxt thurs: meetin gengky n shan.
nxt fri: steamboat wib muh class.
nxt sat: BABY'S BDAY.
nxt sun: might be meetin jeff for notes.
awww.happy happy.im glad i have a great baby with mi.one that looks like a monkey, behaves like one, or perhaps, is one? haha..kiddin..
but he is DEFINITELY somemore worth my love yeah. oh yeah.i must say. carol is the most most patient girl i have ever met. yeaps..can teach a dumb nut something that she had never learn before in chem in like half hour? and the miracle is..the dumb nut understand! hee..dun ask mi who's tt dumb nut.

pek chek. =x

2005-11-05T21:28:00.000-08:00

i hate it when u criticise my bf. damn..juz bcos i didnt accept u, i didnt love u, it doesnt give u ani right to criticise ppl whom u dun noe..esp someone who is so important to mi like baby. he's my boy. i chose him. not u.

i treated u as my fren, a great class mate of mine.so whats ur god damn prob?
stop bein unreasonable.

hmmm...peeps who noe mi well will noe who im talkin about. yeaps. . cant belief it.
from likin someone to sayin such remarks. damn. cant u accept the fact that we can NEVER be together.?

i love baby. i will always do. no one has ever insulted my bf in whatever ways. if u were a true friend and if u treated mi as one..u wouldnt say those shits ok?

tmr's the startin of all the horror..ending on the 22 nov. baby's bday on 19 nov. many things to be done after Os. yeaps. =)

BAD DREAM!!

2005-11-05T04:05:00.001-08:00

went for tuition n mrs wong de house today. =) she's the best teacher ive ever met. patient.kind.understanding..yeaps..she's that great..i noe 4e7 <3 mrs wong yeah. =)

had a bad dream yest nite. ok.its one million worse den bad.hmmm..dreamt tt baby left mi.i dunno why too..he just called mi n said tt he fell for another girl. leaving mi there, like a boneless human n a skeleton w/o spine. damn shattered sia. i could still remember wad it felt lik in my dream nor. can still remember i lived like a walkin zombie for days. dazed, confused, lost, sad. damn. den few days later..its today ler..which is sat..i dreamt tt we were suppose to meet mrs wong at 1pm..but i woke up at 1pm.the worst ting is that my dad came into my room to help mi switch off my air con.but he could not find the controller.and all of a sudden, he went to my cupboard on the far right to search.erm.. peeps like rachel, shiying n yuzhe wil know why i cant let my parents open tt cupboard.yeah..den when he opened, his face totally turned white.den suddenly, my dad started moving all the furnitures in my house into my room. yeaps..and i woke up crying...sobs..cant belief the dream is so damn real nor. having this kind of dream, is one billion zillion much more horrible den dreaming of crazy barbarians chasing after u or having to eat shit. yeahh..hated tt dream man....now ive experienced wads life like w/o baby..hope i wun need to experience it another time sia.. hee..
i miss baby.. =)

BAD DREAM!!

2005-11-05T04:05:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhhh

2005-11-03T20:55:00.000-08:00

3 more days to o levels..im dead..seriously dead this time.. =(
studied physics onli.. ahhhh.

who carex. i can work in zoo next time.. baby keep callin mi pig.. mayb i realli do look like one. =) LOL.. rubbish.. cant wait till after os neii..got loads of stuffs waitin for mi to do.

1) find a job
2) meet up with baby
3) plan baby's bday
4) INTENSIVE SHOPPING
5) pedi/manicure/ spa
6) meet up with all my friends. shan/gengky/ candice/ keng and loads more .. yeapss..
7) devote all my love to baby. =)

ahhh.. hee..torture will be over in like..20 days? yeaps.. happy happy. -jumps jumps-

i hate baby when he controls my heart.seriously i do. but its bcos of him controllin my heart n mind...therefore makin mi love him even more. LOL..wad a rubbish logic is this.. nwayy.. rachel love her princess bra. and i love my monkey bra. LOL. yeah... rachell..U TINKIN WAD IM THINKIN? -winks-

shoppin!!

2005-11-03T02:47:00.000-08:00

hee..was plannin to study with rachel n yuzhe de..but ended up SHOPPING. hahaa.got myself lingeries, hee..damn cute neii..one of em with a monkey print on it. =) damn cute..reminds mi of baby. hee..got myself 2 pairs of heels and a pair of slippers too.. rachel got them too! hahahaa..we're both crazy i guess. lol..but who carex..girls love shoppin..rachel mi n YUZHE love shoppin too neii.. hee..

i miss baby.. can onli see him nxt sat?? ahhh!!! nwayy..must realli thank genghui n shann..ahh..they're gonna help mi out on many things.. heee.and i love them hell loads.. ahhh..baby's bday comin soon..got him loads of things...counted lerr..gonna spend a bomb for his comin bday.but nvmm. heee..as long can see him smilee, everything is worth it yeah? yeaps.. soo..o levels startin officially nxt monday.. WISH MI LUCK YEAH? hee..

-i dun wanna lose u- yes..joven baby. =)

1/11/05

2005-11-01T17:18:00.000-08:00

was out wib baby yest. he's the sweetest boy ive met can..hee..i tink he go out wib mi will be broke one day norr.. =( mi so waste food. hee..

but his bday mi decided lerr..i will pay for everythin that day. hee..yest worx..watched the tony jaa the new moviee..fight n fight n fight..u noe fight bcos of wad? elephants. hee..kk lahh..quite nice though..watch with baby wad movie oso nice de lah. hee..den we go carrefour buy food. sushi, chicken, wang wang, drinks all go esplanade there eat. hee.. awww..so sweet. hee..

the bad thing is..baby says he doesnt feel like he's being loved..hmmm..i dunno neii.i realli dunno how to realli go care, concern n love for the guy i like..to him..whenever i see him..i juz too happy to say aniting..if i show it outt..mi will face red..if i dun..it will seem as if i dun care. goshh.. heee..nvm..its onli the 2nd day we're out..there's still a long way ahead yeahh. hee..
first time he held my hand.. awww..so xing fu. hee..so in love wib him neii..
reached home around 11 plus yest..he sent mi home again..i noe its sweet.but see him so tiredd i xing tong. =( reached homee.sms-ed him..n mi cried..dunno why too..he said tt we dunno wad will happen next so he ask mi to be strong no matter wad happens..i suddenly tink of a day w/o joven..goshh...den cry norr.. heee..crazy sia mi..

i miss my girls..hee..they're studyin like mad now..but here i am..love sick. =p

im dead serious about this relationship..realli. =)

1/11/05

2005-10-31T04:44:00.000-08:00

ahhh..tmr's the first day of NOVEMBER. hee...its my special day..very special day.. yess.. baby i love u.. =)
glad im meetin him tmr.. ahhh..

i miss baby badly. =(

2005-10-29T22:56:00.000-07:00

i miss baby. very much indeed.SIGH...
i guess this is what love realli is ba..last time..i wun miss most of my ex so much de nei..i still can do my daily stuffs, work, study normally de..juz dunno why..now..whenever i try to study, the name 'joven' will pop up out of no where de. when im learning to write those chinese words for my exam tmr, i will write his name down instead. LOL. am i under some spell or something? hee.in my 16 yrs of life..i onli experience this kind of feeling twice.now is the third. hee.mayb...in my life..i had onli seriously loved 3 ppl before? wrong..is loved 2 ppl..and now..as for the third, i choose to love him as the third n also the last. hee.cant wait till 1/11/05 neiii..hee..i guess im going to buy baby jay chou's new album? hee..

alamakk.since when im so serious de.i miss those shopping days with those girls man.gosh..life w/o shopping for a month is horrendous.yc n ww are having their holidays now. as for mi.rachie.shiying n carol..stuck at home muggin like never before. haha..rachel loves her dior necklace..she has been tellin mi how much she adore it since she bought it? wahahaha..ya la ya lah..trying to make mi jealous right..hahaa..i am abit jealous though. LOL..but nvmm..i love my chanel ring more. wahahhahaa..chanel chanel chanel. wahahha..i was thinkingg...i am going to buy myself a LV bag when i start workin nxt yr. i am and i must.LOL..
to add..im going to be clinique's spokeswoman for a min..ermm..the clinique city sun block damn nice to use. yeapp.. its a must try for a weather like singapore. haha..
chinese o level tmr..ahhh..scared scaredd..wish mi luck yeah.. =)

i miss joven baby.

IM IN LOVE ! =)

2005-10-28T06:28:00.000-07:00

yeapp..im in love once again..this time..seriously in love. =)

hmm..today is one of the best day of my life mann..hee...went outs with rachel.carol n yuzhe. HEE. bought many things worx..hee..happy happy..

den..met joven..AH! ..i was waiting for him at the chocolate bar at esplanade.but he was waiting for mi at the chocolate bar at boat quay. !! SWAY. communication breakdown..made h im walk half of singapore.haha. but we ended up meetin at the merlion. yeapps..walked to marina square for lunch. hee.was too full to eat larhh..den talk talk..walk walk..after lunch, we walked to esplanade..den went up to the top there sit n talk. hee..started rainingg..so we went to inside n sit..hee..talked alot..yeapp..

he told mi bout his dad..how he cant forget tt night when his dad left this world..hmmm..i nearly cried..but cannot lahh..so many ppl there. hmm..can tell tt he's very sad norr. =(
talked about us going to study hard n get into poly together next yr..talked about wad we wanted to do if we could change time. talked cock. n many more cock. yeappss..den around 6.40, he sent mi home norr..sweet..he stay harbourfront..he sent mi all the way to my doorstep n go home himself. poor boy..nwayy.. i cut my hair n did french manicure on my nails. yeapp..i look like a freaking china doll now. LOL..AHHHH..his bday on 19 nov..hee..am thinkin how to give him the most unforgettable bday ever. =)

we're both lame peeps..as u noe..jay chou's new album will be released on the 1/11/2005 yeah?? so we decided to be together on that day. HEE. easier to count. LOL.

=(

2005-10-26T06:51:00.000-07:00

very sway these two days..realli damn sway. =(
went ta sch for geog todayy..went esplanade to mug with shiying.carol n yuzhe.yeapp..have been hangin out with them these few dayss..bunch of fun peeps. ate pizza for lunchh.met ah gong..LOL..well..everything was FINE till i read a sms from joven...haii..nvm lahh..everything is fated yeahh..whats the point in trying so hard when its something not meant to be yours..HEYHEY..dun tink so much.. hahaa..its not like what u are thinking yeahh..hee..but i guess its ok now lahh.
took the train home...reached sengkang..saw one man lying on the seat there..tink he tio heart attack..den got lots of medic helpin him..poor thingg..saw arthur there too.LOL..yeahh...dunno why lahh...im glad i have supportive friends..yes...im glad..thanks girls..hee..felicia...love...you...=)

and for the asshole who told joven whatever shits...i'll make ur life hard if i ever find out ur identity.

fuck this shit

2005-10-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

many many many things happened today..yess...damn lots..and i wanna thank my GREAT friends who are with mi when i needed them most..yeanchiang..wanwin..carol..rachel..and shiyingg.yess..this is wad i call friends.not forgettin jeff...n joven..yeapp..
first. -broke up with randall ler-
yes..i thought it was all over until he deleted my friendster n my msn. no one of my ex did this to mi b4 can..but nvm lahh..dun blame him now..wad can i do? kill him? zham him? LOL..impossible..so..yeahh..PLEADED WITH HIM TO RETURN MI MY MSN. yes..my msn is my life...goshh..cant imagine life w/o it..

went PS with yeanchiang n yuzhe todayy..bought joven's pressie..happy happy..might be meetin him on friday bahh...woo woo.. =)

cried like hell when i on my com, saw my friendster, msn n blog gone..imaginee..hell..thats realli hell mann..haii..but i guess all's over..1/4 of my life is saved AT LEAST. yess...im bless lahh..im bless with great friends..im bless with a great luck tt allowed mi to get my msn back. THANKS GOD. lol.